aperspective

After having stayed up until 2 in the morning working on a school thing, i woke up at 6. It was okay until i sat up and looked outside the window to be met by a whirl of white. Snow. Lots of it. And i just sat there completely apathetic feeling sorry for myself for about 15 minutes until i decided to get up and do something with my life/day. I missed the first bus on purpose, and then for the second bus i was running late, so i ran out the door and was swallowed by the snowfall, and since i was late i ran/power walked the whole way to the busstop and when i got there i was all gross and hot from running, but in fact i was early and oculd have taken it easy. I always think its a little embarassing to run to the bus and then not be late after all, i don't know why.
Anways, then after school i met up with my Nathalie, Henny and Jenny :D because we were responsible for the "fika" at youthgroup, so we shopped and made grilled cheese sandwiches! Everyone loves that. In sweden too! Aah i can't write everyting that happened tonight because that would take too long and i'm quite tired.  Anyways, here are some pictures from our walk!

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Tonight i was asked the quesion: Whyy are you a christian? It is so hard to answer that one on the spot...
But it's because in this crazy chaotic world, God is the only thing that makes sense and never fails, it's because i can feel completely safe because of him, it's because of a personal relationship, because of things that can't be explained on human terms, because of things that can't be described in words.
It's possibly the hardest question i know, because i don't have one concrete answer, and i wish i did.