aperspective

So Mom left today... I don't really know what to feel. Recently (these last couple of months) I have just shut off my emotional feelings because it's easier that way, not having to cry at night. So when mom left, sure it felt a bit empty. The house felt bigger, emptier, but it wasn't like a sad goodbye. It was more just a "i'll see you in a bit" type of thing.  Haha, maybe i'm just growing up :P Naaah that can't be it.
I have a cell phone now! Except for there is something wrong wtih it --- i cant send text messages. eh? blaaah oh well i'll fix that eventually... I have a cell phone!!!!! :D yaaay! I now have contact with the outside world for the first time in about 1 and a half weeks. its been long. Technology is taking over our lives!!!
Now i'm going to leave you for a couple of episodes of Scrubs. Scrubs forever <3 haha :P